sometimes i wonder about the kind of guy i am and the kind of girl i'd end up with. i'm 24. i'll be finishing school in a year and i have no idea what i'll do after that.

teach? unexciting

open a studio? i need money

be a full-time musician? maybe if i weren't staying in singapore

so i just realised that i've digressed from my opening sentence. ANYWAYS

a lot of times i wonder about how people see me. i think everyone does. it's only human nature. but maybe i'm starting to wonder more about how the opposite sex sees me. i was reading this sentence about a guy being described as 'magnetic'. i think that's a nice way to be described. not exactly straight-out sexually attractive or george clooney charming but just... magnetic.

so some guys are just charming and can make you fall head over heels. but i wouldn't call that magnetic.

and some guys have a way of getting attention. but if you have to actually do something, then that's not magnetic either.

girls can be magnetic as well. but in my lifetime i think i've only come across 3 or 4 magnetic girls. ok it's starting to sound funny. haha... but yea... i think it's not easy to come by.

it's closer to... being a warm person. and when you're warm and people talk to you and they like talking to you. and it's not a flirting or sexual thing. you just have a glow because you're who you are. you're sincere. and people can see that without really thinking about it. they just start talking and talking. and you can talk about anything even though you've just met.

if my ramblings made any sense at all... you'd have a rough idea of what magnetic is.

what a nice way to be described.... magnetic...

i'd like to meet someone magnetic...

crap...