whispers of the heart

"true soulmates are but one soul dwelling in two bodies"

i read that from a book a long long time ago. i think i might've gotten a bit of it wrong but urrmmm.. sounds just about right eyyy.

i've been pondering... about the person i'm destined to spend my life with.

whose identity i do not know yet. heh...

i know i'm 24 but i really haven't even begun to think about settling down. there's still so much to do.

but deep down inside of me is a hopeless romantic. and also someone who wants to raise a family someday. my vision of life in 10 years' time: a wonderful wife, kids i can dote on, a nice home and of course a stable income. sounds simple enough? it is soooooo the opposite. starting with this.

so where is my soulmate?

so how do you know if this person is someone you're gonna spend the rest of your life with?

i mean like do you try hard to make it work? but if you're soulmates, then shouldn't everything flow nicely?

ok i may sound ridiculous but i'm sure some of you have had these ridiculous thoughts too. but that's only the surface. the truth is...

i would like to be in love with one person for the rest of my life.

i find so much comfort knowing that there is someone out there for me. i just don't know who or maybe probably haven't even met her yet.

i'm not being selfish. i know of heartache.

but i know all the heartache would be worth it if it leads me to her.

Hello soulmate. My name is Adil. i hope to know of your name someday. i'm sure it would be beautiful. please take care of yourself. get enough rest and drink lots of water. i hope i will have enough money to bring you on a nice honeymoon and get a nice house. and also a nice big tv. or we could have a nice kitchen instead if you want. i think i have a bit of OCD but i will try to curb them if it annoys you. and i'm sorry if i'm blur and zone out at times. but i know that i will love you, and you will love me.

Your soulmate
Adil